Back 2 my hometown

Its been quite a long time since i last posted sometink here.
I kinda miss school alot though,despite having some kinda fun during my trip 2 Kuantan which is in Pahang,Malaysia.
I miss him alot...i just cun resist him.I love him alot..im not really sure its love though.It culd be juz lyk a crush thing well cause im still so young.I dunnoe wat has been bothering me all this while.My grades are a total bullshit man.Ok to be frank im jeolous of my frens grades ... well nothing can change my laziness...maybe one day..
huh..life is so tough ....
Im scared if he dun love me...what if he is tired of seeing my face everywhere he goes?What if he hates me?
Does he actually noe dat i love him alot...
Despite loving him ,i still cun forget Danny...i dunno why i cun get over him...his so different from the others though...but dun worry i love a new person dat is almost lyk u Danny ... i want u 2 be happy with wat u have now cause dat will make me happy too..
My mom saw u and told me dat u are a good looking person but she asked me to go on with my life and stop thinking bout u who dun even noe me ...ok i guess people will think dat im lyk a stalker but im totally not into dat ok ...im straight and totally normal.
I love my family , my friends ,teachers ,people around me,him ....and maybe...myself.....

I think i have update enough here for now...better get back to my real world i guess...

P.S:I will always love u....