INTERZAD

Before I start I wanna explain the meaning of Interzad.Im not sure i got the spelling right but i pronounced it quite correctly.Its an hindustan word.It means waiting.U know waiting as in waiting for someone or somebody.Don't you guys ever felt tired and already felt like giving up just like that.Sometimes I jus don't understand.I just wish i did'nt.I jus wish i could get back.Hey,dat sounds like Demi Lovato's song.She rox!
I miss my indonesian dramas.
But now Im in love with watching korean drama since I watched 'my girl'.Taiwan drama is also cute,'Corner with love'.
Ok I better get going now .
Take Care
NuraZ

tired..

I jus came back from a leadership camp @ school yesterday.So tired.
I gotta know my class next year.I missed Ira alot.Seems lyk she' avoiding me.I guess people whom i care can't stick to long with me.Im i such a pess.
I can't believe that i spoke to Mohaka's sister througout the camp.
She turns out to be a friendly girl not lyk wat i heard about her.
She is cute and sweet.
But when i talk to her i jus cun look her in her eyes cause it reminds me of him.
Im sorry Mohaka i guess i can't get over him.
It hurts me so deep.At least i have told ur sister the truth.
And i gotta to noe whom u love.
Its okay.
Life sometimes is really unfair.
But well love cun be forced.
You know the most painful heartbreaking love is that the one u love dun love u.
I better get going now.
NuraZ

nervous

Getting nervous for the coming came that i will be attending.
Kinda upset cause im not in the same group as Que.
Misses Ira so much.Wat is she doing.Is her mom doing find.
I care about all my friends and families.I love them alot.I cant bear losing them.
Now it seems like im back in the real world when school closes.Cant wait to go to school nxt yr.
Im nt sure wt class am i going to be nxt yr but im sure im going up.I mean i got to go to the nxt level.Alhamdulillah!Thanks to Allah..and of course my ibu...
Getting further and further frm him.
Its okay t least he already confessed wat e felt towards me.
He told me that we're different in many ways nd its not possible for him to lyk me so he told me to forget him.
Frankly,its so not easy to jus forget him.
But,i know dat love can't be forced.
If his happy ,it makes me happy too.
BTW,i still have ibu and my love ones around me i dun need a guy to make me happy.
So long for now.
Take Care,
Nura