hello dats me behind...not trees maybe bushes...peace to all..hehe sorrows behind that smile though..wateva..FYI i was @ the singapore river...hehe..with my cousins..

that's me and fifi..beautiful isnt she?i know she is very beautiful..and me pretty rite?...hmm...what i meant is that i am pretty ugly...hehe...as always argh.... and there is me eating mee ayam from an indonesian stall..hmm nice ...i love indon so much ..my family is going to batam and i cun wait to say hello to all the indonesian people..hehe...capek dehh!!!

to kakak

Dear sister,

I am sorry for being rude to you all the time but i always felt that you never cared about me ..sorry to say but in my eyes you are so selfish ..you think only about yourself ,i know you won't be happy seeing this of course ...you would not want to be blame ..everyone sees that sis..buck up babe..don't make me cry lyk ur brother always make me wanna cry ..i am so sick and tired of all this...juz stop it ..i wil only forgive you if you admit ur mistake and apologize to me .......ju wanna let you know i always will love you..cause you are my blood and nothing can change that ..only god knows how much i miss talking to you...

urs truly..
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trust

girl you cun be trusted!!why must you lie to me?what have i done?all my life i have never had a long lasting friendship!!if u dun wanna talk to me juz say so dun gimme the stupid reasons lyk shit man...all my life i hate people who lie to me !!why must u lie?we are friends are we?maybe its because of that guy rite..fine of u lyk him or he lyk u juz take it ..i dun need him ok and maybe i dun need this friendship anymore if there is only lies between us..we can find guys anywhere but our friendship that we had for about 2 years cun be find anywhere else babe..juz wanna say sorry if i ever hurt you ...i noe as a human being we cun runaway from sins rite?i had done things that maybe you hate it ..again i apologize for the things i did ok..im sorry...

take care babe..
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back again...

yo!let me hear you say hey hey hey!!haha...too addicted to AVRIL LAVIGNE...

i had a great time with my family @ the beach...hmm..life is as pernormal..damn boring..i wanna be something..out of the normal life i had...guess wat Danny juz accepted Que's request @ friendster..whoa happy for her i tink she lyk him..its ok if she lyk him though ..im nothing to him rite!!haha..hey hey hey!!!im the best damn thing that you guys have ever seen!! xoxo...

One Important thing everyone in the whole world should know

''You will never see it my way,because you are not me!!''

Edited by..

Goth Nura

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Good Gerl GONe BaD

alohaxp

hello all!!i juz wanna burst out everything i felt guilt about in here..its a no problem but some people juz don't understand the meaning of blogging !!WHY??People always says that i have change a lot ..maybe yes maybe no..im still standing up as myself:(please note that)!!I love being myself but some people juz can't see me happy with my life ..hey please do consider about others feelings ok!!Would you like ur family or friends bastard you or maybe make urself to be invinsible..look i am not perfect nad so does everything in this whole universe ok !!Only god knows wat it means to be always teased around about growing and other kinds of thing..BECAUSE OF ALL THIS HUMAN BEING I BECAME LIKE THIS OK SO GET OFF ME AND DO YOUR OWN BUSINESS BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T
signing off
gothic nura
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My IbU

Hello!

Here i am again...xp...hey all i juz wanna tell you guys that i love my mom so much!!She was always there for me and wilol always be.When i grow up,i will take good care of my mother like malay people always says''seperti menatang minyak yang penuh..i cried everytime i miss her ..when i am in skool and were having some problems,i felt like going home straight away and hug her.i can never be independant without her.She's the best mother ever!!Shouting out my tears to hear make my heart peaceful enough when she cares about me and console me.''Ibu kaulah sinar hidupku tanpamu disisiku aku menjadi resah dan tak lena..ibu aku tahu kau kesunyian semenjak ditinggalkan oleh ibu dan bapamu..mari kita doakan sama2 supaya yayi dan nyayi diringankan dosanya dan berbahagia di sisi Allah s.w.t.Ibu adik janji adik akan membuat ibu bangga dan sentiasa tersenyum riang dengan hati yang penuh ikhlas.Hatimu bak sutera yang lembut yang selalu mengusap air mataku.Tak dapat terbalas jasamu.I LOVE MAMI!!

tHIS IS A SMALL PIC OF US

that's us..sorry for the small picture i will try to put a big one next time okies..

i am the one wearing a head scarf...i hope ione day there is a guy who is a little bit religious love me especially my parents and his trustworthy and kind take me for who i am ..the most important thing is he cun bare hurting me ..that is my dream

guy..hehe ..maybe im to young to even think about it right??Ok guys im trying to tell you guys about the real me im not that cool in school maybe not at all but popularity is not what i want most..i mean look popularity can't take us long enough rite?! but RESPECT !!hehe ok wateva!!actually i am thinking what kinda of style genre do i lyk..i love gothic ..i also lyk avril lavigne style that is punk rock but sometimes i juz lyk being sweet ..huhu...now dat im all alone wif my own self i think i lyk gothic the best..strange nura ..that will be for awhile hehe..wake-up NURA!!!ok signing off

GothicNewNura

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A Dae out wif Que

Halo..

Nura's back..hehe today is a very fantastic day because i had a trip with one of my beshtiee that is Que..hehe we actually went out for a while only but it was so great..hmm..when will be the next time we go out again huh?Not like other teenagers me and Que have parents that do not really like their kids to go out even when we got distinction for our grades or did something proud for them ..it is not that we both are grounded but our parents are a little bit protective for her and for mine is a little bit of religious type.It is kinda of irritating but i know they love me and for Que , her parents love and care for her too.Nevermine by the way they have the rights to protect us right?!

getgoingxp
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Ana's Birthdae

Hey,

Nura's back...this Monday(100807) is Ana's birthdae i do not have money to buy something for her but nevermine i try to find some money juz for her present.Ouh cun wait...life is still the same now sucks...i really miss someone ..someone i always wait for at the traffic light ..someone special i never felt this way before but..nevermine...hmm bout dat stupid indonesian guy his a jerk ..playboy omg talking bout him make me feel so bad..i mean a guy like him always like to make girls like me sad ..cry and wateva but thank god i never fall for his words so im not really hard broken after he told the truth..hehe ok so guys out there pls girls are also human beings like u so pls mind their hearts...Thank You..hehe love mamii for teaching about patience..

Miee & Some Of Ma Frenz

Memories of miee,ana,que with qiara ...funny isnt it...haha!!

My closest fren ever.She helps miee at times when i needed help.I always look forward to come to school as she would always brighten my dae with her sweets smile and crazy attitude.We ....i meant Que,Ana,Nura rox ...hehe i love them ....rock on GIRls

Being Me:#

Hello,

Here i am for soo long missing.Sorry to all for not updating my blog and for some errors in my blog.There is some break down in my blogspot.Hey now im back and cun wait to tell all my experiences to the world.By the way some cute guys ave make my days pop -up to be hillariously wonderful.Firstly i have one great news to all ...i have put ASROY way aside from my life.I do not wanna be a BITCH waiting for some kinda of stupid guys who dun even give a damn to me...get lost with that guy.Im happy now wiht my girl-friends QUE and ANA they are a wonderful people in my life.They are such a great wonderful mates.To all bitches out there in ma class kiss ur fate goodbye ur gonna be punk'd dead man ....u guys have nothing to do orther than bitching ...im not scared of u guys ...we are all humaN BeingS ok im only scared of god..ThE OnLi OnE ..i gtg for now taking my cute kids i mean my aunts kids..love them a lot ..so bye for now ...see y'll later guys...

Signing off++
NuRa..a.k.a icha...