lost

My life change alot drastically..I've lost him .. I've lost a fwen .. I've lost a sister .. I've lost my old ibu.....
Lost everything.my grades drop so drastically too.life jus dun go the way i wanted.cun even get sumone to talk to.they hear but were not listening.my bf in her own world trying to survive..my mom with her problems..dad with his sickess...brother struggling to work wif my strict uncle..
When will all this stop..im missing so many ppl that i can't even find myself...wanted to cry but it dried up years ago..im crying but no one hears im souting for help but no one cares bcause they have to deal wif their own troubles..i got to wake up...i need someone to guide me along ..someone who could love me and bring me away ..make my day with joys and make me smile all the time...no one is coming ...i look out the window staring at the dark sky...its so plain but the stars brighten it up and were always there for the sky....
I love u too much ibu...i care for u too much que...
im so scared i'd lose u guys..........
the times we were together were always placed deep inside
MY HEART